“South Falls”

South Falls, Silver Falls State Park, Oregon (c) Mike Utley

Silver Falls State Park is located about 20 miles outside of Salem, Oregon and hosts several falls along the 7.2-mile Trail of Ten Falls. It’s a primordial place, shrouded in mist much of the time, still and quiet save for the whisperings of breezes in trees and the roar of falls when the trail weaves its way near one. South Falls is the park’s most iconic fall at 177 feet, and the nearest to the parking area. The hiking trail winds along the cliffside behind the fall and above the dark pool below. Although I always disliked any signs of humans or human activity in my nature photography, in this case the trail (and at least one person visible on it) serves to provide a sense of scale.

My first visit to Silver Falls State Park in early October 1995 yielded this image (among a few others). The size of the fall was impressive; navigating the trail behind the fall was thrilling (and a little damp) and offered a unique perspective. Oregon has more than 238 waterfalls (and more than 1,000, according to the Northwest Waterfalls Survey), and every one I visited during my all-too-brief time in Oregon was fascinating, from the specatcular fairytale setting of Multnomah Falls along I-84 on the Columbia River Gorge to the little six-foot cascasde I photogrraphed on this very trail shortly after making the above image of South Falls (see below).

Small Cascasde on Hillside, Silver Falls State Park, Oregon (c) Mike Utley

These two images were made just before the rainy season began, when the foliage was still predominantly green and skies were blue. Once the rain comes in Oregon’s autumn, it becomes a fixture throughout the fall, winter and spring. A comparison shot of South Falls below shows the same fall from an almost identical perspective on January 1, 1996 after a heavy rain.

South Falls After Heavy Rains, Silver Falls State Park, Oregon (c) Mike Utley

My time in Oregon was far too short. I came back to Utah in January 1996, always planning on returning to Oregon, dreaming of further explorations and adventures in what I consider the most beautiful state I’ve ever visited. Alas, not all dreams come true, and I’ve never made it back to Oregon. I miss the ocean, the mountains, the forests and the waterfalls. I’m landlocked now, here in southwest Colorado, no longer able to drive due medical issues with my legs, and can no longer explore nature with my camera. It’s a sore loss, indeed, but at least I have my old images to serve as reminders of the joy I experienced back then when I could roam the mountains and deserts and forests and coastlines and commune with nature. (Canon gear, Fuji Velvia ISO 50)

“Night Thoughts” published at Gobblers & Masticadores

I’d like to announce my poem “Night Thoughts” has been published at Gobblers & Masticadores. Many thanks to Juan Re Crivello and Manuela Timofte and their staff for this opportunity to share my poetry with their readers.

“Night Thoughts”
© 2012 by Michael L. Utley

“I vomit out myself again each night
When lights go out and tired thoughts awake
To find that darkened mere from which to slake
Their thirst for dark dominion. In the bright
And sane pedantic musings of the light
Where every thought, word, deed presumes to take
On tones of gilded gravity, I stake
My soul against the coming evening’s fight.

The day is done; I’m with my thoughts, alone
And sleep cannot—will not—this night prevail.
My mind, a dynamo, begins to race
And images appear as if they’ve grown
In some dark, dank and fetid fen. I quail
As my true self confronts me, face to face…”

You can read the rest of my poem by clicking this link. Also, don’t forget to follow and subscribe to Gobblers & Masticadores, where you’ll find some wonderful writing and plenty of food for thought.

Blogs I Like (and You Might, Too)–5/22/2024

Image (c) Mike Utley

This ongoing initiative showcases blogs with fewer than 500 subscribers which I think are deserving of more attention. Hopefully these blogs will spark your interest and you’ll check them out. It’s my way of spreading awareness of talented writers whose work I admire.

This week’s featured blog is The Mindful Migraine by Linda, a writer who hails from Australia and who has battled chronic migraine for years. Linda’s intimate ken of the painful and debilitating nature of chronic migraine has led her on a road of discovery and recovery which she documents with grace, wit and authenticity on her blog. Her writing style is both engaging and enlightening, complete with her own unique experiences and a wealth of informative resources she’s found along the way which have helped her and may help others who suffer from chronic migraine.

Linda’s blog connected with me immediately. For several years, I also experienced migraines two or three times a week, and nothing I could do brought relief. When I relocated from Utah to Colorado more than eight years ago, the migraines inexplicably ceased, and while I’m grateful for that, I wish I understood why they disappeared so I could share that with others who must deal with constant migraine pain. Linda’s blog is crucial for those who still suffer, and it resonates deeply with me.

I asked Linda if she could share a bit about her experiences. Here’s what she had to say:

Hi, my name is Linda, and I have chronic migraine – but I’m getting better every day by using mindfulness techniques in combination with more traditional medication.  Receiving a migraine diagnosis is the first step in a long and sometimes lonely journey.  From here, you’ll be required to track the things that potentially trigger your migraines (food, hormones, weather) and the ways that you can become more resilient to their tyranny (stay hydrated, sleep-more, stress-less and so on).  Then there’s the dance you’ll perform with your doctors as you try to figure out the best medications for you to try; some will work, some will need to be tweaked, swapped out, or abandoned.  Eventually, you’ll hopefully find a combination of medication and lifestyle choices that works for you.  Migraines are glitchy-critters and you are, well, you-nique… so there’s no “one size fits all solution”.  If you’re reading this as a person with migraine, I’m sorry, know that you’re not alone, and that the treatment options and support resources are improving all the time.  Hang in their friend, and no matter how tired and lonely you get, know that you CAN heal. I’ve gone from being bed-bound 3 days a week, every week for over a year, to only having to go to crash out maybe once every two or three weeks.  I’m still healing, and still learning, and to help you help yourself I write about all the things that work (and don’t) over on my blog – I’d love to see you there, Linda xox

Here are links to three of Linda’s posts to give you an idea of what you’ll find on her blog:

Personal Boundaries for Chronic Pain

(Un)solicited Advice for Migraines

A Letter to Neurologists

As a former migraine sufferer, I appreciate Linda’s journey and her research, invaluable resources, and compassion for those who also endure this agony. As a writer, I enjoy Linda’s gift for crafting informative, entertaining and helpful essays. Her blog is a joy to read because Linda truly cares about people. Thank you, Linda, my friend.

Take a moment and visit The Mindful Migraine, won’t you? Whether you battle migraines or know someone who does, Linda’s blog is incredibly helpful and offers hope that you can live your best life in spite of this persistent malady.

Let’s spread the love and support our fellow bloggers.

“The Barn” published at Gobblers & Masticadores

Hey, everyone. I’d like to announce my poem “The Barn” has been published at Gobblers & Masticadores. Thanks so much to Juan Re Crivello and Manuela Timofte and their staff for this opportunity to share my writing with their readers. I’m truly grateful, Juan and Manuela!

“The Barn”
© 2013 by Michael L. Utley

“On weed-strewn verge of fallow field
The barn still stands, a silent revenant
Of ages past, a mournful sentiment
Amid the dying elms concealed

Its boards the hue of ancient bones
The wind has long since scoured paint away
As season after season rendered gray
Once brilliant lively crimson tones…”

You can read the rest of my poem by clicking this link. Also, don’t forget to follow and subscribe to Gobblers & Masticadores, where you’ll find some wonderful writing and plenty of food for thought.

“The Farm” published at Gobblers & Masticadores

Hey, folks. I’d like to let you know my poem “The Farm” has been published at Gobblers & Masticadores. Many thanks to Juan Re Crivello and Manuela Timofte and their staff for sharing my poetry with their readiers. I’m truly grateful for this opportunity. Thank you, Juan and Manuela!

“The Farm’
© 2021 by Michael L. Utley

“Nighthawks scream
With evening’s descent
They know the truth
Black god’s-eyes
See everything
From salmon-hued
Heaven
As wings fold
Bird-bombs dive
Preying on the
Prayerless
Powerless
Oblivious
Strident-throated
Shrieks
A mindless alien-avian
Warning
Turn back
There is no hope here…”

You can read the rest of my poem by clicking this link. Also, don’t forget to follow and subscribe to Gobblers & Masticadores, where you’ll find some wonderful writing and plenty of food for thought.

“In My Image” published at Gobblers & Masticadores

I’d like to announce my poem “In My Image” has been published at Gobblers & Masticadores. Sincere thanks to Juan Re Crivello and Manuela Timofte and their staff for this opportunity. I’m truly grateful. Thank you, Juan and Manuela!

“In My Image”
© 2012 by Michael L. Utley

“Father said
I have seen you in my dreams
My alabaster boy
My pristine son
Marked neither with scar nor blemish
The innocence of childhood aglow
Upon your brow like the light of
A thousand suns
Your mind untouched
By fear and the lies of men
Your future the color of
Quicksilver and autumn wheat…”

You can read the rest of my poem by clicking this link. Also, don’t forget to follow and subscribe to Gobblers & Masticadores, where you’ll find some wonderful writing and plenty of food for thought.

Blogs I Like (and You Might, Too)–5/1/2024

Image (c) Mike Utley

This ongoing initiative showcases blogs with fewer than 500 subscribers which I think are deserving of more attention. Hopefully these blogs will spark your interest and you’ll check them out. It’s my way of spreading awareness of talented writers whose work I admire.

This week’s featured blog is Fata Cu Suflet De Cerneală (The Girl with the Ink Soul) by Romanian poet Bianca Alina. My first experience with Bianca’s poetry occurred last year when I saw some of her work published at the various Masticadores literary sites. I was immediately entranced by the passion and intensity of her romantic poetry, her deft skill with words and her deep understanding of the human heart and all it desires. Bianca’s poems speak to the secret yearnings of the heart, the longing for closeness, the sorrow of heartbreak and the singular joy of intimate love. Her words paint beautiful, poignant panoramas of human relationships and emotions and have a unique way of touching the hearts and souls of readers. What’s more, Bianca’s blog also features her original nature photography, and gorgeous images abound. Bianca’s talent is boundless and rejuvenating, and her universal themes of love resonate with all of us.

I asked if Bianca could share a bit about herself:

“I live in Romania. I am very passionate about poetry, learning new languages, and nature photography.

My mother is the one who taught me that language has power. I inherited from her the passion for writing.

I wrote my first poem when I was 11 years old. At 16 years old, I had a few poems published in the high school magazine. I continued writing poetry throughout my university years, but I didn’t publish any poems online. Then, I got my first job and I stopped writing for a long time.

I returned to poetry in 2022, when I started writing on my blog:

Fata Cu Suflet De Cerneală

I think poetry is the language of the soul and I try to convey pure emotion through every poem I write.

My writing has been published on MasticadoresRumanía, Gobblers & Masticadores, Hotel Masticadores and Masticadores Philippines.”

For some examples of Bianca’s sublime poetry, here are a couple of magnificent pieces:

“Love Spells”

“The Sunrise in Us”

Bianca’s poetry reminds us of the love and passion we all carry in our hearts, that desire and intimacy are powerful emotions that both hurt and heal, and that the magic of romance enhances our lives. Take some time and indulge yourselves in Fata Cu Suflet De Cerneală (The Girl with the Ink Soul), where the finest poetry of the heart awaits.

Let’s spread the love and support our fellow bloggers.