“Prudent; Rational”

“Prudent; Rational”
© 2025 by Michael L. Utley

“I think it’s worth to have a cost of, unfortunately, some gun deaths every single year so that we can have the Second Amendment to protect our other God-given rights. That is a prudent deal. It is rational.”  Charlie Kirk, April 2023

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San Ysidro McDonald’s massacre, San Ysidro, CA, 1984 – 22 dead/9 injured
USPS shooting, Edmund, OK, 1986 – 15/6

prudent; rational

GMAC massacre, Jacksonville, FL, 1990 – 10/4
Luby’s massacre, Killeen, TX, 1991 – 24/20

prudent; rational

Columbine High School massacre, Littleton, CO, 1999 – 13/24
Red Lake massacre, Red Lake, MN, 2005 – 10/5

prudent; rational

Virginia Tech University massacre, Blacksburg, VA, 2007 – 32/23
Binghamton shootings, Binghamton, NY, 2009 – 14/4

prudent; rational

Fort Hood massacre, Fort Hood, TX, 2009 – 13/31
Aurora theater shooting, Aurora, CO, 2012 – 12/70

prudent; rational

Sandy Hook Elementary massacre, Newtown, CT, 2012 – 27/2
Washington Navy Yard shooting, Washington D.C., 2013 – 12/8

prudent; rational

San Bernardino mass shooting, San Bernardino, CA, 2015 – 14/21
Orlando night club massacre, Orlando, FL, 2016 – 49/53

prudent; rational

Las Vegas Strip massacre, Las Vegas, NV, 2017 – 60/546
Texas First Baptist Church massacre, Sutherland Springs, TX, 2017 – 26/20

prudent; rational

Marjory Stoneman Douglass High School massacre, Parkland, FL, 2018 – 17/17
Santa Fe High School shooting, Santa Fe, New Mexico, 2018 – 10/13

prudent; rational

Tree of Life synagogue shooting, Pittsburgh, PA, 2018 – 11/6
Thousand Oaks nightclub shooting, Thousand Oaks, CA, 2018 – 12/22

prudent; rational

Virginia Beach municipal building shooting, Virginia Beach, VA , 2019 – 12/4
El Paso Walmart mass shooting, El Paso, TX, 2019 – 22/26

prudent; rational

Boulder supermarket shooting, Boulder, CO, 2021 – 10/0
Buffalo supermarket massacre, Buffalo, NY, 2022 – 10/3

prudent; rational

Robb Elementary School shooting, Uvalde, TX, 2022 – 21/17
LA dance studio mass shooting, Monterey Park, CA, 2023 – 11/10

prudent; rational

Maine bowling alley & bar shootings, Lewiston, ME, 2023 – 18/13
Utah Valley University shooting, Orem, UT, 2025 – 1

prudent; rational

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This is only a partial compilation of mass shootings in the U.S between 1982-2024. These instances refer to shootings with double-digit fatalities (except for the final listing, which was not a mass shooting but notable nonetheless for its irony); there are many, many more shootings not included due to limited space. This list by Mother Jones was used in this piece.

Mass shootings are defined as events in which four or more fatalities occur (excluding the shooter). Recent data from Everytown for Gun Safety shows that since 2015, more than 19,000 people have been killed in mass shootings in the United States (all of them presumably prudent, rational sacrifices, according to the late CK), with more than 686 mass shootings in 2021 during the Covid-19 pandemic. The statistics for mass shootings with fewer than four fatalities between 2015-2022 represent 95% of all mass shootings, with 3,533 incidents. The US averages more mass shootings than days in the year.

Giffords Law Center reports that more than 46,000 Americans die annually as a result of gun violence. That’s 125/day on average, with more than 461,000 dead since 2015. The number of guns in the United States totals more than 400 MILLION (population ~345 million). This article by The Intercept show that politically red states exhibit much higher levels of gun violence than blue states, in large part due to political ideology and lax gun laws. And with all the dark money flowing into morally corrupt republican politicians’ coffers from the Gun Lobby, this is not surprising. The GOP has sold its soul to the NRA and repeatedly shoots down (pun intended) any attempts by Democrats to pass common-sense gun legislation to curb gun violence and deaths.

Will these deaths be enough to satisfy those who demand blood sacrifice to protect “god-given” rights to amass vast arsenals of weapons and ammunition to achieve some twisted ideal of alpha manhood? Can any gun death be considered “prudent” or “rational?” What have we become when we glorify violence and bloodshed and vilify those who seek to end the carnage of mass shootings and other types of gun violence?

“One death is a tragedy, a million deaths a statistic.” – Joseph Stalin

“The Deaf Guy” published at India & Masticadores

Hey, folks. I’d like to announce my essay “The Deaf Guy” has been published at the new literary website India & Masticadores. Many thanks to Editor Abhilash Fraizer and his team for the opportunity to share my writing at India & Masticadores. I truly appreciate it. Thank you, Abhilash!

You can read my essay by clicking this this link:

“The Deaf Guy”

Also, please consider following and subscribing to India & Masticadores, where you’ll find unique voices and captivating topics to spur your imagination.

“The Darker Side of Hearing Loss” published at Gobblers & Masticadores

Hello, everyone. I’m happy to let you know that a series of essays I’ve written about my experience as a deaf guy in a hearing world is being published at Gobblers & Masticadores, and the sixth and final installment in the series has gone live today. Sincere thanks to Juan Re Crivello for this opportunity to share my experiences with his readers. Today’s essay is “The Darker Side of Hearing Loss” and you can read it by following this link:

“The Darker Side of Hearing Loss”

It’s my hope that sharing my life as a deaf person will raise awareness of this “invisible disability” and the impact it has on those of us with hearing loss, and perhaps enlighten those with normal hearing in order to bridge the gap between us. I hope you enjoy it. Once again, much gratitude to Juan Re Crivello for his kindness and generosity. It’s truly an honor for me.

Don’t forget to follow and subscribe to Gobblers & Masticadores, where you’ll find some wonderful writing and plenty of food for thought.

“Burden of Proof: The Damning Consequences of Skepticism” published at Gobblers & Masticadores

Hi, folks. I’m excited to let you know that a series of essays I’ve written about my experience as a deaf guy in a hearing world is being published at Gobblers & Masticadores, and the fifth installment in the series has gone live today. Sincere thanks to Juan Re Crivello for this opportunity to share my experiences with his readers. Today’s essay is “Burden of Proof: The Damning Consequences of Skepticism” and you can read it by following this link:

“Burden of Proof: The Damning Consequences of Skepticism”

It’s my hope that sharing my life as a deaf person will raise awareness of this “invisible disability” and the impact it has on those of us with hearing loss, and perhaps enlighten those with normal hearing in order to bridge the gap between us. I hope you enjoy it. Once again, much gratitude to Juan Re Crivello for his kindness and generosity. It’s truly an honor for me.

Don’t forget to follow and subscribe to Gobblers & Masticadores, where you’ll find some wonderful writing and plenty of food for thought.

“The Obligatory Deaf Dos and Don’ts Post” published at Gobblers & Masticadores

Hi, everyone. I’m delighted to let you know that a series of essays I’ve written about my experience as a deaf guy in a hearing world is being published at Gobblers & Masticadores, and the fourth installment is now live. Many thanks to Juan Re Crivello for this opportunity to share a little bit of my life with his readers. Today’s essay is “The Obligatory Deaf Dos and Don’ts Post” and you can read it by following this link:

“The Obligatory Deaf Dos and Don’ts Post” at Gobblers & Masticadores

It’s my hope that sharing my experiences as a deaf person will raise awareness of this “invisible disability” and the impact it has on those of us with hearing loss, and perhaps enlighten those with normal hearing in order to bridge the gap between us. I hope you enjoy it.

Once again, sincere thanks to Juan Re Crivello for his kindness and generosity. I truly appreciate this opportunity.

Don’t forget to follow and subscribe to Gobblers & Masticadores, where you’ll find some wonderful writing and plenty of food for thought.

“Coda: Farewell to a Dream” published at Gobblers & Masticadores

Hello, everyone. I’m pleased to let you know that a series of essays I’ve written about my experience as a deaf guy in a hearing world is being published at Gobblers & Masticadores, and the third installment in the series has gone live today. Sincere thanks to Juan Re Crivello for this opportunity to share my experiences with his readers. Today’s essay is “Coda: Farewell to a Dream ” and you can read it by following this link:

“Coda: Farewell to a Dream” at Gobblers & Masticadores

It’s my hope that sharing my life as a deaf person will raise awareness of this “invisible disability” and the impact it has on those of us with hearing loss, and perhaps enlighten those with normal hearing in order to bridge the gap between us. I hope you enjoy it.

Once again, much gratitude to Juan Re Crivello for his kindness and generosity. It’s truly an honor for me.

Don’t forget to follow and subscribe to Gobblers & Masticadores, where you’ll find some wonderful writing and plenty of food for thought.

“Service Dogs, Rabbit Hutches and ASL Humiliation: My Introduction to Deaf Culture” published at Gobblers & Masticadores

Hey, folks. I’m excited to let you know that a series of essays I’ve written about my experience as a deaf guy in a hearing world is being published at Gobblers & Masticadores, and the second in the series has gone live today. Many thanks to Juan Re Crivello for this opportunity to share my experiences with his readers. Today’s essay is “Service Dogs, Rabbit Hutches and ASL Humiliation: My Introduction to Deaf Culture ” and you can read it by following this link:

“Service Dogs, Rabbit Hutches and ASL Humiliation: My Introduction to Deaf Culture” at Gobblers & Masticadores

It’s my hope that sharing my life as a deaf person will raise awareness of this “invisible disability” and the impact it has on those of us with hearing loss, and perhaps enlighten those with normal hearing in order to bridge the gap between us. I hope you enjoy it.

Once again, much gratitude to Juan Re Crivello for his kindness and generosity. It’s truly an honor for me.

Don’t forget to follow and subscribe to Gobblers & Masticadores, where you’ll find some wonderful writing and plenty of food for thought.

“The Deaf Guy” published at Gobblers & Masticadores

Hey, folks. I’m excited to let you know that a series of essays I wrote about my experience as a deaf guy in a hearing world will be published at Gobblers & Masticadores, with the first one going live today. Many thanks to Juan Re Crivello for this opportunity to share my experiences with his readers. Today’s essay is “The Deaf Guy” and you can read it by following this link:

“The Deaf Guy” at Gobblers & Masticadores

It’s my hope that sharing my life as a deaf person will raise awareness of this “invisible disability” and the impact it has on those of us with hearing loss, and perhaps enlighten those with normal hearing in order to bridge the gap between us. I hope you enjoy it.

Once again, much gratitude to Juan Re Crivello for his kindness and generosity. It’s truly an honor for me.

Don’t forget to follow and subscribe to Gobblers & Masticadores, where you’ll find some wonderful writing and plenty of food for thought.

“Eleven Days”

“Eleven Days”
(c) 2021 by Michael L. Utley

The wind blows
Those shadows deeper
Into gloaming recesses
Of pine corridors
As aspens
Denuded and shamed
By autumn’s fickle fury
Huddle shivering
In dim dusk

In my heart
Those eleven days
Of silence tore me apart
Like carrion birds
My soul chipped
Away like frost-cracked
Rock on frigid granite tor
Mind numbed by gelid
Confusion

How could I
Have foreseen my gift
For you would shatter your heart
Send you spiraling
Into your
Personal abyss
Disrupt delicate balance
Leave you retreating
In the dark

How could I
Have foreseen my love
For you would turn you away
In anger and fear
When all I
Wanted was to say
I would wait for you as you
Sought to find yourself
Once again

I was so
Afraid that you would
Disappear into the void
Of black depression
Lose yourself
Among demons that
Barred you from the healing flame
Of lucid mind and
Sanity

I was so
Afraid all was lost
All we built on tenuous
Foundations destroyed
Fragile trust
Dashed upon the rocks
Of hopelessness and despair
Fledgling dreams of joy
Now sundered

And how could
I foresee that when
You returned to me at last
Those eleven days
Of heartache
Gone in cautious hope
Never to return were but
A harbinger of
Our demise

That the next eleven days
Would last a lifetime
Without you

The wind blows
My sorrow deeper
Into gloaming recesses
Of my heart and mind
Memories
Denuded and shamed
By regret’s fickle fury
Huddle shivering
In dim dusk