“A Tanka Trio (9)

(c) 2021 by Michael L. Utley

(#25)

Old stones squander heat
In the fire pit at night
After flames have died
Wrapped in fading embers’ arms
Love succumbs to apathy

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(#26)

I pick up the eggs
Fallen from a sparrow’s nest
Observing the cracks
There is silence as the earth
Contemplates what might have been

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(#27)

In the summer lea
Fluted vessels spill their mead
Amid buzzing drones
Yellowjackets drink their fill
Humming raucous tavern tunes

“I Cannot Ask the Mountain…”

“I Cannot Ask the Mountain…”
(c) 2021 by Michael L. Utley

I cannot ask the mountain
To carry my burden
For it shoulders the
The cumbrous glacier
The forsaken tor
The desolate scree slope
It weeps already
At its heavy load
Remorseful streams
Of alpine tears
Flow into tarns of regret
Secret cirques of sorrow
Hidden in its granite heart

I cannot ask the forest
To assuage my fears
For it attends to
The capricious breeze
Gathers thoughtless birds
To empty nests
Shepherds hind and hart
To twilight copses
Shelters hares among
Sword fern shadows
Its vigilant whisper
An exhausted sigh
I must let it sleep

I cannot ask the meadow
To save my soul
For it is laid to rest
Its cacophony
Of summer essence
Drained of hue and humor
Unkempt autumnal whiskers
Of dried grasses and weeds
All that remain on its
Forgotten countenance
It has no voice left
To perform last rites
For a dying world
No solemn hymns
Drift from dusty lea
To offer salvation

I cannot ask the sky
To forgive my sins
For it cares not
The callous sun
The fickle moon
The incurious stars
Time itself
Oblivious to all
They are occupied
With eternity
Not the pedestrian pain
Of one lost soul
Standing on the edge
Of a clearing
On a random
Autumn evening
Watching the universe
Spin silently overhead
Through burning tears

“Hana no Niwa (Garden of Flowers)”

“Hana no Niwa (Garden of Flowers)”
(c) 2021 by Michael L. Utley

In the restless nights
In the small flower garden
Spider lilies weep
Mournful beneath midnight moon
Dreaming higanbana dreams

They cry in silence
Do they know for whom they grieve
Do they remember
It was you who planted them
It was you who gave them life

They are not alone
In the soil of memories
In their moonlit tears
In my hana no niwa
In my place of remembrance

Magenta sweet peas
Bow their heads and bid farewell
To the one whose hands
Long-fingered and delicate
Caressed suitopi blooms

When the frost has come
Ivory chrysanthemums
Lay to rest your name
In autumnal kiku tombs
In dark chambers of my heart

In the pallid glow
Of tsuki and winter stars
Camellias die
Shed their crimson petals in
Snowy tsubaki lament

In the spring voices
Of sakura sing of you
Cherry blossoms mark
Your fleeting days in the sun
When skies were forever blue

In opposing climes
Doleful daffodils remain
Solemn sunflowers
Suisen, himawari
Pay respects with humble hearts

There’s a hidden place
In my hana no niwa
In my broken heart
Where my love for you still grows
Flowers bloom eternally

You are always there
Kneeling in the fertile loam
Under summer sun
Tending our flower garden
Where skies are forever blue

“A Few Haiku (15)”

(c) 2021 by Michael L. Utley

(#85)

Fruit rots on the ground
In unattended orchard
Our love slowly dies

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(#86)

I plant hopes and dreams
In the fertile soil but I
Still must pray for rain

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(#87)

Sly kitsune slinks
Among magenta kiku
Shrewd white-tip-tailed imp

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(#88)

Thirsty tamarisk
In its drunken reveling
Drains oasis dry

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(#89)

Let the bitter plum
Remind you to cherish the
Sweetness of the pear

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(#90)

Those old stars above
Whisper of antiquity
And enduring hope

“A Few Haiku (14)”

(c) 2021 by Michael L. Utley

(#79)

Under darkened skies
Of depression even my
Shadow flees from me

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(#80)

Light devoid of warmth
Casts the moon as villainous
Skulking through the trees

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(#81)

Myths of ancient days
Etched in runes on ruined wood
Worm trails on old trees

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(#82)

Those cicadas know
What lies ahead is better
Than what’s left behind

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(#83)

Desiccated husks
Of bad memories remain
Rattle restlessly

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(#84)

Memories of lilac
Wild rose and hollyhock
Melancholy prose

“A Few Haiku (13)”

(c) 2021 by Michael L. Utley

(#73)

Those who lost their way
In Aokigahara
Must be remembered

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(#74)

In the sea of trees
Koto and shamisen play
Sorrowful dirges

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(#75)

When the mist is thick
I can’t see the whip-poor-wills
Calling out to me

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(#76)

The cold moon sails on
A black sea of bitter stars
Wake of cosmic tears

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(#77)

Early morning mist
In the green konara copse
Forest holds its breath

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(#78)

Autumn has no shame
Strips away the world’s facade
Exposes our sins

“A Tanka Trio (8)”

(c) 2021 by Michael L. Utley

(#22)

Propaganda, lies
And conspiracy theories
Are killing people
Your rights end where mine begin
Wear a mask and vaccinate

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(#23)

Lone bristlecone pine
Bears the scars of lightning strikes
But has not succumbed
Wise old man on mountainside
Wizened by millennia

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(#24)

Will the earth miss us
After we have killed ourselves
Earth will carry on
Healing slowly over time
Once human virus is purged

“A Few Haiku (12)”

(c) 2021 by Michael L. Utley

(#67)

Regret stills haunts me
Even though my heart tells me
I did all I could

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(#68)

When I am in need
God responds to all my prayers
“Return to sender”

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(#69)

The days come and go
But sometimes inside my heart
The night never leaves

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(#70)

Summer sun has gone
That impostor in the sky
Only leaves me cold

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(#71)

Autumn’s thievery
Has left more than trees barren
Summer leaves no heir

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(#72)

Seasons’ edges blurred
Snow on flowers, freezing rain
I seek clarity

“A Few Haiku (11)”

(c) 2021 by Michael L. Utley

(#61)

Earth, sea and sky have
Tales to tell; be patient
For they speak slowly

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(#62)

I attain wisdom
Not from church or pagoda
But from woods and streams

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(#63)

When winter wind blows
All pretense is torn away
Bares my soul to all

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(#64)

Whispering sea shell
Tells of life I could have had
If I’d dared to live

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(#65)

This overgrown path
Filled with rocks and thorns cannot
Lead me home again

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(#66)

bitter early snow
I don’t recognize this world
anymore

“A Few Haiku (10)”

(c) 2021 by Michael L. Utley

(#55)

Caught like wounded prey
In sharp fangs of granite crags
Dusk sun spills its blood

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(#56)

Those coins that fall through
Gaps in floorboards forgotten
Like old memories

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(#57)

My heart recalls you
Like my broken bleeding thumb
Recalls the hammer

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(#58)

Do my deafened ears
Make me any less human
I hear with my heart

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(#59)

Scarlet gilia
Weep sweet tears in sage meadow
After thunderstorm

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(#60)

On my back porch step
There’s so much to think about
And so little time